God is real. God also really loves you. More than you will ever understand. If no one ever told you that, that is the most important thing we could ever tell you. It does not matter who you are or what you have ever done. God still loves you. The bible says:
"But now the righteousness of God apart from the law is revealed ...even the righteousness of God, through faith in Jesus Christ, to all and on all who believe. For there is no difference; for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God." (Romans 3:21)
And then it says:
“For by grace you have been saved through faith, and that not of yourselves; it is the gift of God, not of works, lest anyone should boast.” (Ephesians 2:8)
"For the wages of sin is death, but the gift of God is eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord" (Romans 6:23)
What it means is that all of us have sinned. There is no one who has not sinned. The punishment for sin is seperation from a relationship with the true God who created the heavens and the Earth. That is the only thing worse than physical death. That is something He could not bear because He does love you. So He sent His only son Jesus Christ from a small town called Nazareth, to die for your sins. That means that all of the punishment we deserve for our sins were paid for by Jesus. It also means that you are special. It means that God wants a relationship with you. He wants to be in your life, and He wants you in His. All you need to do is recieve this free gift of salvation He wants you to have.
Wherever you are today, today is the day. Now is the time. If you want to be saved, and you want a relationship with God, just pray something like this (the words do not have to be exact, just let it come from your heart):
Forgive me of my sins
Thank you for sending your Son Jesus to die for me
I believe you died for me and rose from the dead
I accept you as my Lord and Savior
Now just believe that He has come into your life. If you have any questions or would like us to pray for you, please contact us. We have a team of people who are here 24 hours a day for you.
Blue Letter Bible is a great resource to read the bible online if you do not have one.